Simple 4 letters but deep meaning behind. I just wanted to share with you now a little internal feelings I had before delivery and how they developed in the time.
You know that I love Carlos, my first man of my life. Than I was wondering how it will work before Edie was born. But mothers love does not have limits, so I loved already 2 guys. And before Carlito came to this world I was already doubting, how I will love the 3rd man of my life. SImply, without any exception, my heart became open immediately after he was born. It is such a great feeling to have all my 3 men in the house.
I am not speaking now about love for our boyfriends, this love which comes to our hearts and after some time can disappear. I am speaking about ultimate and deepest feeling hidden insight every mother who gave love to her child and feels the same love for her husband who helped her to create new life.
I was doubting about my feelings and I shared that with my grandma. Smart woman who has 3 kids. And she just told me: Do not worry, you will see after Carlito will be with you! And she was righ.
So do not worry about your feeling, life and your internal nature will always show you the right way. Just keep listening what you feel!
What do you feel now?